I just don't get it sometimes. I mean why? I love Ryan lots and I know he bought me a pretty ring. I know he loves me and wants to marry me. I really just don't get why he wants to see his ex. He says he just wants to be friends and she stopped talking to him when I bitched at her to stop. She says she has a boyfriend on myspace, but I know she isn't over him why else would she want to hang out with him. Today she called him and apparently he texted her back. I keep telling him girls are stupid. (I was one of those stupid girls at one point) They don't get it until you just ignore them completely I didn't get it until a few different guys just ignore me completely. Yea it hurts but you get over it.  She is like you guys should come out for my 21st birthday. I don't think so I'm just not interested. Seriously. This time she just wants to give him back an old computer he gave her. Screw the old computer he has parts to make like 15 computers. Why does he need another one?  I hate her (I don't hate many people)and I wish she would just go away. I stopped talking to Josh(because he didn't want me to talk to him anymore) Sure he is still on my myspace, but we say hi every like 3 months or so and that is it. No do you want to hang out. Nothing. I talk to Gary(we were never even really togeather we kissed once) I say hi to him at best buy and that about it. Other then that I don't talk to any of my ex's and Josh wasn't really an ex either just a sex buddy.

On another note went to Lunch with Sarah today. That was fun. We talked about Nick. We are trying to hook her up. Anyways on the way back this guy was totally  checking me out I mean like not paying to the road checking me out. It was funny. Sarah was getting into the turn lane and he turned  in front of her from the other side of the road. He pulled into a side street and we thought he was fallowing us back to work, but turns out he wasn't. I have no idea what his problem was it was a bit odd. 

Lastly I think I might go back to school. I am looking into doing civil engineering. I am not quite sure, but I think that is the degree you have to get to make house plans and lot plans and stuff. I don't know I am still looking into it. I hope everyone is having a goodnight I think I am off to bed. 

Jodie

Hmm yea so I haven't been around much, but a much needed update will be coming tuesday. I am trying to clean my apartment up because we have to be out of here by wednesday. I am bored doing this by myself Ryan would be helping me but he is working on his car so he can go to work. So I am stuck doing a lot of the rest of the moving by myself, just the little stuff but having my computer here I would so rather play on here. Guess I will go back to cleaning. Yawn. 

*More exciting update coming Tuesday (hopefully) :)

*hugs Jodie

FyI I have been a horrible LJ Friends. I just have been addicted to this pogo game site and everytime I am on the computer lately i've been playing that. I hardly ever post or comment or reply to comments anymore. I think there is only one journal I even really keep up on. I feel so bad and I am sorry!

I'm kinda annoyed. My bonus's were suppose to go into the bank today and I looked and it wasn't there. Not like I can go shopping today anyway with the two feet of snow.  I planned on doing my christmas shopping and I need that money to do so. Could this year get any better. We got our paychecks, but I need that money for other bills. They told us it would be in wednesday or thrusday. I can't call because my office, because they are closed because of the snow.  I usually don't mind snow, but right now, it's annoying. Also not getting my bonus is annoying I want to get christmas presents. Ryan's friend bought me a $25 gift certificate to Hobby Lobby that's a lot of money, for someone I've only talked to a couple times.  I feel bad. Well anyways hope everyone else is having a good week. *hugs Jodie

I don't do these a lot, but there are certain people on my friends list that I don't feel like I connect with, or I always comment in there journal but they never comment in mine, or they just no longer update. Goodbye and have a nice life.

Everyone should join the admiro  community it is lots of fun!!!

If you can't read my journal entry below this one, then you've been cut not because I don't like you, but I don't feel you are interested in my journal. I hardly ever receive comments from you! If you can read the journal entry below this one!  Thanks for reading my journal! *lots of hugs

I did a small friends cut, but only because these people haven't updated in a while!

I did a friends cut! If you can't see the entry above this one you have been cut! If you feel that this was an error comment here and I will be happy to add you back! *hugs

I did a small friends cut. I cut these people because they haven't updated in forever!

I removed the fallowing people. Not because I don't like you, but because you didn't comment on my friends cut entry. I would be more then happy to add you back, if you just comment here and let me know you would like to stay. *hugs Jodie

crystal_w 

darylhall 

forsiythia

lizasaurus

wait_to_forget

red_right_hand

nicoliemarie

statcatcher05

xrunawayxgirl

xsweetmexangelx

I really do want to keep all of you! I don't do these friend cuts very often just let me know if you want to stay or not! *hugs

Edit: Added Darylhall and forsiythia and lizasaurus back!